The west wind blows his rail-thin silhouette
slouching back to town as Halloween
fades, scattering my middle-class pieties
like discarded wrappers at the children’s feet.
He gnaws on domesticity like a bone,
leaving gristle on my lumpy sofa bed,
humoring my good intentions like a faithful dog
who would eat his way through you for his freedom.
At some point, as frost gathers on the horizon,
I begin to mutter about values and hard choices,
though, occasionally, I too, long to sleep in contentment
beneath the piano, or to wake with leaves in my hair.
Then, just like that, without a word he sets off again, the children
with fewer tears and questions as they grow accustomed,
and I, with no reliable information
about where he sleeps tonight.
Many possibilities—alleys and boxcars
or wrapped in plastic out beneath the pines—
though I try hard not to imagine.
Instead, I settle for tossing and turning,
playing the piano, and contemplating
sleeping in late from time to time.
Bio: Tim Hawkins