—after Mark Strand
Think of the palm trees whispering
danger, danger to the wind
the tropical moths bigger than your
small hand whooshing in and out
empty rectangles cut in walls
windows in a colder climate.
Think of the waves rising up
to celebrate the night, clapping
their froth-fringed fingers
on the rocky shore
the sand that singed your toes
now cool with darkness.
Think of the white sheets kneading
your back as you writhe
under the inescapable weight of his
thick body, his knees pinning
the butterfly of you to this mattress.
Think of the steel-wool forest rioting
from his barrel chest. Do not glance
at his face turbulent with drink.
Do not smell his breath, rotten
with cigarillos and scotch.
Do not scream as he twists
your nipples to red pain.
Do not cringe when he caresses the line
of your jaw, growls: I’ll hit you here.
Think of the sand, the seagrass,
the long trek to the nearest bungalow
the dark buzzing with bats and beetles.
Think of your phone, your passport
your wallet all locked in a safe
to which he holds the key.
Think of the silk scarves he knotted
into blindfolds and hand ties
in the distant comfort of your apartment
that night you went short-skirt commando
at an oceanfront bistro, his twiddling
cloaked under white tablecloth
as you giggled, flirted with the flame-
haired waitress
and know: no one would believe
you didn’t ask for this.
Bio: Elya Braden