Moths, planets, summer nights, our front yard. Gathering in waning light, circling
each other tangentially, tagging, rumbling, shrieking. Yes, vulnerable shoulder
blades, innocent bud wings to adulthood. Supper in our flat stomachs, Surgeon General
recommended in those days, triangle charts, starch base, protein, vegetables. Those
choked down greens, not Tuna Helper, not Hungry Man from TV which friends spooned
down. Circling, we, on banana seats, plastic baskets with neon flowers. We must
stay virgins, avoid the metal bar that will somehow ruin all. My sister, my orbiting
partner planet. The rest of the neighborhood materializing just beyond the street
light. Balls sailing in their own trajectory, round, oval, hard, soft, mildew specked,
glossy new around birthdays. Then climbing, reaching into, above, around, hanging,
somersaulting, turning and twisting tube tire swing game of disorientation. The
hoots, the hollers, the joy when fireflies throb, travel. Headlights wink past,
tires swoosh, sound carrying between the silent flicker of mating paths, calls,
wishes. Those vegetable jars from the dented aluminum garbage cans out back, green
bean labels, holes poked into lids, a childmade constellation. But our neighborhood
bully, his nose glowing. Ripping apart beauty, halving life for show, his destructive
show, the fiery abdomen glowing at the end of his bully nose. I launch, propelled,
in my anger suit, at this new evil. Grass rising to meet my back hard, clenched
hands finding, making my face bleed and blue. My sister, warrior yell, mounting,
kicking, tangled hair flowing like Medusa with the force of filial fury. She conquers,
she actually conquers as no one else has conquered, and the one who doesn’t belong
flees home at escape velocity to his blue shingled façade, and who knows what that
goes on behind it. My sister. Glowing, we in her lamplight shadow, her lesson about
the course of things. We all now orbit her elliptically, we respect, we love. I
love, I whisper though tears, because she can hear, not see me, as the lamplight
has just burned out, as it does, as it inevitably should.
Bio:
Tara L. Masih